patience is a virtue, but AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH

ok. here's the sitch:
these two and a half weeks-ish before i leave for india,
i was going to stay in lubbock.
i was going to just chill and relax and be by myself
and work out and drink coffee and read the bible.
i wanted to use this time to seek the Lord and focus
on getting ready for what He has for me in India.
but yesterday morning i woke up
with a longing to go home.
and without even thinking i told my friend
i wanted to hop in his car and ride with him to houston.
i threw some clothes in a bag, grabbed my
laptop, phone, and phone charger and left.
it was so spur of the moment.
it took us so long to get home but it wasnt that bad.
i stayed at a friends house and right NOW
this very second im waiting for my brother
to get out of church to come get me
so we can go surprise my mom at whatever restaurant
she chooses to eat lunch at.
neither parents know im in houston.
neither of them have ANY IDEA im here,
and its going to be soooo fun to surprise them.
it will be an awesome mothers day!
but its SOOOOOOOO hard to wait for my bro to come get me!!
i just want to hug them and let them know im here
and that im sorry for fighting about staying in Lubbock.
they begged me to come home
and i fought and fought and fought
to stay.
why? for what?
we can be so irrational sometimes.
now, i still want to relax and seek the Lord before my trip,
and i will!!
but lets be real.
i want my mommy.
:]

today is going to be amazing.
the Lord is so good to me:]